I have a hard time picturing a life that is nonstop tragedy, suffering, and trauma. Life tends to be ups and downs in my experience. And in some cases, I find it is the individual that creates the bad. Bad choices yield bad results and good choices yield good results. But even when bad things happen, it doesn’t mean you have to give up. I had my father call me from the bridge just before he jumped. I believe I was the last person he talked to. Bad thing. But it wasn’t anything I did that caused him to want to take his own life. I had been trying to help him. I got laid off from a job I had been at for a long time in a field I had been working for even longer. Bad thing. But I ended up getting a job that had far less stress and has turned out to be almost equally lucrative. Good thing. I suggest that if you see your life as nonstop bad stuff, you need to seek professional help. I’m not saying that as any kind of put down…I’m suggesting you might have physiological or mental issues that could be controlled/healed.