answer:Sorry, your details got lost in my left-brain. But my answer is quite simple. The system does not control this. You are either left-brain oriented or right-brain oriented, or you are able to use both sides equally. This is up to the individual. If you allow the system and the energies forcing conformity upon you to win. that is your choice. Okay, I read most of it. It sems your real question here is, how much can I really self-teach myself?? You can self-teach yourself , well, just about all there is to know. It just takes a desire to learn and discipline. So you have to ask yourself if you want to be part of the system or do you want to be a free man? Most people can’t have it both ways.