I think birthdays are as special as you want them to be. You may miss the whole center of attention bit, but that does usually calm down a some as you get older, unless you keep it alive. Throw yourself a party if no one throws one for you. Ask friends to bring an appetizer instead of a gift. You supply the beverages and some food yourself. And never get annoyed at people wishing you well, for heaven’s sake. I’m glad you tried not to show it. Sometimes it’s hard to acknowledge you’re getting older, but, if you’re lucky, that will keep happening. Wait ‘til you hit the big zero birthdays. They can be a real kick in the pants! Happy birthday.