answer:I am constrained by time right now, and hope to return to this question soon. But I believe you might have this backwards… @XOIIO: “Anyways, due to this, I pretty much need constant stimulus. Being left to my own thoughts never really ends up well, because of that I need to keep my mind busy, focusing on something else most of the time.” Is it possible that your suffering is a result of your need to be perpetually stimulated, lost in thought, or doing something?