You have some tough choices to make. If you choose to carry the child, you still have options. If you abort him or her, that’s your choice too, but it’s kind of final. Right? I never judge anyone in this situation, but one of the great joys in my life had an appointment scheduled to abort him. His mother couldn’t go through with it, and he’s one of the best things that’s happened in my family lately. There’s lots of people looking to adopt. Maybe you have a little more maternal instinct than you thought? PM me if you want to go private.