Well, I have yet to sleep for this “cycle” however the last dream I remember was two nights ago. Dreams for me are very important and I always remember the ones I want to, and the ones that want to be remembered. Most of the time I lucid dream if I just can’t take my mind trying to tell me something so I just force it to ignore it… or me… or… whatever. Anyway, on with the dream: I was celebrating my new job at the local Apple Store. My neighbor and life long friend was throwing me a huge party with all of my friends. It was at his house, and I was looking for him to thank him for the party, when he beckons me across his field, instantly there are more people there then 10 times 10, so I am pushing my way through the people and I find myself in front of my friend, he laughs and says, good luck, then moves aside. There, standing directly in front of me is a boy from my past, one that I once loved, but now loath with enough hatred I have attacked him and his family before. He looks up at me and I am instantly put to rest by his deep green, puppy dog eyes. I am about to say something (from what I can remember I was going to stab him, or something to that effect) but then he spoke and I remember the words clear and crisp, “Thank you for those photos and thank you for those words. I think you saved me.” Then he turns from me and looks down in despair once more, then moves away, lost to the crowed. I feel something that I can no longer recall, then awake. I have my own dream world, a Metaformix, I believe is what it is called. In the dreaming I have recreated, some subconsciously, others consciously, every place I have ever been, even just once. So, I would want to live in that world, as long as I maintained my lucid abilities, I would fear it if I did not have those gifts. As for what I think the dream means? Holy poop, I have no way of even thinking about imagining, a way that I could possibly, begin to try to figure it out. For one thing, I haven’t gotten a job at Apple (yet), My friend would never throw a party, especially with those people I saw in the dream, and especially not “That Boy.” I don’t know what it is supposed to mean, but whatever it is, it is ether really, really, good, or really, really, bad!