answer:Right I’ve got a wonderful reciprocal loving partner. I’ve got great longtime friends and also newer ones. I’ve got a roof, food and a job. My future stepkids like me. I’m healthier than in years past. Wrong I have bitter moments reflecting why I couldn’t/didn’t have what I have now when I was younger. I annoy myself with these occasional funks. I live in an environment where I can’t make the money I’m able to elsewhere and I get jealous watching others have the financial security and lifestyle opportunities I can no longer be a part of.