answer:We used to do caroling, but a few years ago, the organizer stopped organizing it. I don’t know why. It was a kind of take back the night thing. Actually, the last time I did it was the year before I got sick. Caroling marks the beginning of my illness for me. I didn’t go because I had this unexplained anxiety and sense of doom. As you might imagine, that feeling was not conducive to holiday cheer.