I’m still reeling, from my latest debacle of an attempted relationship, with a red head girl. I cost myself a lucrative job, and a girl I foolishly really liked… I suppose it’s all my fault. My brain had her pegged, as a problem. My heart….. It’s my fault. I’m a fucking idiot. For just a couple days, I thought I had the girl, and the job of my dreams… I guess… I at least had those couple days….....