answer:You should try to hold on. It is not a good idea to make decisions when you are in a state of depression. Your situation does indeed sound dire. I am sorry that this is happening to you. Can you find the strength to consider volunteering? Helping others would get your mind off your troubles and onto other things. It would get you out among people, which would be good. And it would make you feel better. It is hard to think of when you are in as difficult a position as you are in, but do you have any blessings that you could be thankful for? Even little ones? If so, you can spend some times each day being thankful for what you can be thankful for. Spend some time each day outside enjoying the sunshine or the rain and nature. Take care. I care about you.