Not that sad. You really aren’t that bad. I’ve known people who will get completely out of their way to spoil a pet. Like one of my relatives has a dog who they go INSANE over. Their schedule revolves around the dog, they always buy things for it, they don’t socialize with people so they can have more time with their pets. It’s not bad if he enjoys it, and the same goes for anyone else who love their pets above and beyond the limit.