I am sorry to hear you went through this, and I am glad you are better. Where you in a coma at any point? Or not conscious? During these events we can lose memory around the time it occurred. I know it must seem strange and scary, but you sound great now :). That is the main thing. I am no expert by the way. But I know others who have been in coma like state or severely ill who lost memories around the event, and proceeding it.