I know you from other sites and I always think how positive you sound in your posts. When I am feeling dissatisfied with my life I think of all the people living in extreme poverty in third world countries, those living in war zones or all those in poor health living in pain and I realise how lucky I am to have a roof over my head, food on the table, good health and a family who love me. Things could be so much worse. It's easy to get disillusioned with life when it doesn't seem to be moving fast enough but life is a journey and when I look back I can see how far I've travelled even when it didn't feel like it sometimes. I'm sure it will be the same for you and you have many good things to come