Yes, I am afraid to die now because I know my kids still needs me. I know for a fact that everybody will end in death. But why I am afraid now is purely because of my kids who are still young and dependent on their parents. It would be devastating if they will lost a parents as such young age. I am scared that my kids will grow without supervision and what will the future hold for them if that happens. When someone is dependent on you, you will hate death. I experience losing a loved one and it really hurts. With that incident, I did not go to other wakes because I can feel their hurt and grief and I do not want that also to happen to my kids. But I know in God's time, it will happen. I just pray diligently and hope that the time is not now yet.