Hi. When I was choosing high school at age 15, I had no idea it would be so hard. Choose a field, something interesting that would help me in the future and what I could hopefully make a living from. I didn't know where to go at all, but I knew I enjoyed decorating ice cream sundaes, traveling, and occasionally mixing some soft drink, so I went to a hotel. And that was the biggest mistake. To another city, because I heard that the school in question is famous, so I take the train every morning. I am currently in my second year. The team in the classroom is absolutely appalling, everyone is constantly talking about how they set up like a bull in a club on that Friday, how they stopped smoking 5 cigarettes a day and how they started again, how great this alcohol is and how great it tastes. the drug and the like .. I found a boy there who was still on vacation, when I wrote well with him before I started freshman year - he didn't smoke, he didn't drink and he was decent. But after a year, he joined the side of evil and now, like the rest of the class, he is drinking and shouting. So now I have no one and all day I just sit in a bench or in the hallway with a mobile phone in my hand and go through social networks or look for news on the site. It wasn't until the beginning of the second year that I realized that I shouldn't have chosen the field at all and maybe go to the store, where I got to after the admission procedure as well. But who knows. This summer holiday I took part in a compulsory school internship in France, when I had to take part in a conversation competition before to prove that I can do something the way I did (and I could - I studied French from the 6th grade onwards and we had a luxury teacher) and where I worked in a 3 * resort, I learned a little and met new people, which was luxurious .. But then I realized that I could do the same without a stupid hotel, I would only need a barista course and I could travel elsewhere. Upon my return, I officially became a second-year student, and what I was most afraid of was the compulsory internship every Monday at establishments, which I can't do at all. not a single crumb remained, the same white seats, chairs and various areas, which I absolutely don't like and the buzzing is unreal. I can't do anything there, and every time someone eats breakfast, I just feel those eyes where everyone is watching me and I really feel like I'm waiting for something to fall, fall to the ground or break something. When I was in those France for those 3 months, it was fine there, like yes, sometimes I broke something there or something fell on me, but there was definitely no 5 types of cheese and ham for breakfast, 3 different yogurts, 10 types of pastries , various nuts, nonsense and similar bullshit .. The selection was smaller and it was not so classy, just a normal cool resort, and I still earned a little .. Every Monday I just count down the hours to the end so that you are already behind me and I could go home .. I'm sorry I made the biggest mistake of my life and got into a field that appealed to me only from the open day and after a few months I stopped having fun. I really don't care what are sandwiches, what are the types of wines and where they are grown in individual areas of the Czech Republic, what is mayonnaise, how to properly serve hot and cold appetizers, what is a banquet, what is to be on the menu and so on. 2 years ago, I founded Favebook's site, where I add news and updates from the world of movies and series, when I found out that I really enjoy this topic and that this is what I want to do. Since I went to a language class, I like English, French and Czech, where I pay attention to grammar and try to write in such a way that the reader is interested and he wants to read other news. This brings me to the fact that a month ago I established cooperation with one website, for which I also write articles on news from movies and series, various photos and the like, which again opened the door for me and I can develop and develop my editorial potential. to infinity. I would rather slap myself for not going to a school that specializes in graphics, for example, which I also enjoy creating, or to a school where writing is a major theme. I have the number one in the word style and I can really see the enthusiasm that I put in the individual articles ... so I dare to say that I can do it. The idea that I have to go to school every day and waste 4 years of my life studying something that I will absolutely not do in my life and that I hate, destroys me internally and sometimes I have states when I'm in trouble .. I don't want a shirt anymore. and I can't even see the vest, I'm sick of being at a school that gives me absolutely nothing and when I could spend the time there somewhere else, discuss all sorts of geek topics with my potential friends, with whom I would have fun, and enjoyed I don't have anyone like that and I just have to rely on myself .. Thanks to everyone for reading and possible advice on how to endure it or what to do when I feel that I simply belong to a completely different field, which would enrich me internally and add daily experience .. My parents say that I need to know something, that I have to have the paper to find some reasonable job and not waste time in the fourth price .. But I know that I simply will not do hospitality in my life . I want to write articles, give lectures and submit reviews of movies and series via YouTube, as well as my role model - young Jakub Neumann, aka. Toren CZ.