I just feel so helpless and it drives me into a stupor for a bit, hearing something like that. Yesterday, I sat for an hour crying after reading, yet again, about systematic rape in DRC. It feels so big, so many angles, so many issues at the same time. It gets me angry at people thinking feminism isn’t necessary, it gets me to feel like my life is meaningless..it makes me want to tear my heart out when I read about how mothers felt about seeing their children raped…it makes me picture my children being raped, it makes me want to die.