answer:First, take a deep breath. There is really nothing that you can do except give it time and try to find the good in where you are living now. First, make a plan for when your stepmom next comes home or you guys go there to visit her. Plan some things you two can do together and mark the visit on your calendar so you can see that it is coming up. Then, call one of your friends that live in the town you are in and make arrangements to do something on the weekend. Spend some time with your grandmother. Since she is in failing health, enjoy her while you can. Ask her to tell you the story of how she met and married your grandfather. Ask her about your dad when he was a boy. You love the mountains in your old town. What do you love about where you are now? Are spring flowers blooming? Are there woods? Lakes? Birds? Think about what you like about where you are and celebrate it. You can do this. A wise man once said you cannot change your circumstances, but you can control how you react to them. So choose to be positive. Good luck.