answer:I’m afraid I’m short on advice, in this instance. I would like to say though,that you aren’t alone. Life has phases. Maybe this phase will pass soon. It’s common for humans to feel bad when life isn’t going well. It sounds like you could use a decompression hobby. Something that distracts you by requiring your attention. I canoe, fish, play guitar, and exercise. If you pick up a new hobby,you might find new friends that enjoy the same hobby. Where I live, they have groups of people who paddle together to different islands. In schools they have guitar clubs. I get the impression that you are a positive person, and you will make it through this rough patch. Keep hope alive, and keep your chin up. For what it’s worth, you have your fellow jellies here when you need us :) Good luck. Peace n love.