Description : What can I replace my self-loathing with? How can I do that?
Last Answer : I think you are just a pensive individual. You not only enjoy and relish every great moment, you also fester and stew in every bad moment. It's a blessing and a curse. I could be wrong.. but I'm only ... , was once someone who did not believe. I can't imagine still being so lost. (gets off soap box)