this definitely sounds like depression and anxiety actually (its kind of a perfect example of them both honestly). i think you should see a therapist, and also maybe you should either try out the pills you were taking for a longer period of time (sometimes it takes a lot longer than 2 months for something to happen), or try a new kind of pill. good luck my dude <3 edit: i also want to add that the disordered eating stuff kind of sounds like another form of self harm, but i’m not a professional, and again, i definitely think you should see a therapist (i used to have depression and it helped me get through that and has helped me so much with my anxiety as well)