If you mean objectively speaking, yes, English can be a nightmare. I think it should be made illegal, and everybody who speaks it should be shot on sight. But it’s my first language, and I obviously find it easier to communicate in that than any other language. Especially in writing. I learnt Greek at quite a young age, and at some point my German was good enough to be considered a “first” language (alas, not anymore). But still, I may sometimes get stuck and have to think in English again. I also recently tried to write a book in Greek. Even though my Greek is fluent (often better than native speakers’), the flow in my story is not. It’s flat. It feels more like a report than a narrative, and lacks flair. I’m sure that the same story would sound a lot better in English.