answer:You brought up so many points it is hard to answer them all. I will start by saying you are in much better shape than many. At least you are smart enough to realize something has to be done. Here are some things you can do right now that cost nothing and will help you out. 1. Stay in shape, or get in shape. Now! Run, jog, walk, whatever you can do. Keep your body in good running condition. It costs nothing to do this. 2. Avoid drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, etc. They are self destructive and cost money. 3. Find some friends. Socialize with people you are comfortable with and are positive influences. Avoid the “bad boys” or “bad girls”. They will only drag you down. 4. Find a partner. (This one will be controversial but I believe it.) A heavy load is easier to carry with two. With the right partner, life can be enjoyable no matter the circumstances. 5. Keep reading and educating yourself. The library is free and you meet really nice people there. Your body, health, and mind are the most valuable things you own. More than money, more than property, more than anything! If Donald Trump was offered the chance to be 25 again if he gave up all his possessions what do you think he’d do? I’m betting he’d throw in “the rug” and trade in a second Keep the property you own (yourself) in tip-top shape. It will help you get out of this temporary slump.