Hello, I don't even know if it's a good idea to write it here, but I decided to try it somewhere and I don't really want psychologists to pay for it, maybe there would be some advice to help me if that is, someone who reads the whole thing will find it, and even better, someone who has it the same, or at least similarly. Lately (about a year) I have, to put it mildly, a "mess in my head", I don't know if it can be called "professionally". Literally, the others around me are stolen from me, most people bother me a lot, I am not interested in other people's problems (I do not share my own except for this one). I don't use public transport to avoid people. I am a student and I had to leave the lecture several times, for example, because I was only bothered by the fact that another 80 people were sitting around me talking about uselessness. I hardly communicate with anyone. For example, before the lecture I deliberately go upstairs, where there are usually only a few strangers who do not even notice me (when they succeed, there is no one at all), I sit in a chair, where I wait until the beginning of the front and I'm happy. However, the problem arises when someone from the group gets the same idea, sits down and needs to communicate with me, which usually makes me a really big problem, but I don't know how to twist decently and get up and leave without a word, they are rude. I don't want to be annoying to others or ignore them, I'd like to make new friends, but even if I say in the morning that it will be fine when it comes down to it and here among the people, I'm back in the beginning. The next thing is "no goal". Lately, it seems to me that I just don't have anything to drive me forward, except to finish school, which is 80% hell, because in it I come into contact with people, from strangers in the elevator or stairs, to acquaintances from the group. I leave school and just watch how others have fun, what will happen after school that they want to work here and there. I have nothing, I don't know what to do with the life that awaits me ... There's more, but it would probably be a record contribution in terms of scope. Maybe there will be someone with a similar problem, or better yet some advice, to those who read it, even if they did not respond, thank you at least for that.