Straight to the point, yes it has to do with my friend, we broke up for the third time and I really love him, it's not 15 years of bullshit, but I'm not tired of bothering anymore, I drink every day, I hurt myself with a razor but now I want to being in the hospital for at least a day, thinking about everything so he knows what he's done to me. But I don't want to die again, I hope you understand me and refrain from embarrassing comments, please. I ate three pills of ibalgin 400 and drank it with plum ****** ... Maybe there will be someone who won't let me in, I'll hope, thank you in advance for the answer