answer:You’re suffering, and that is not right. I don’t know where you live nor what resources you might have available, but I would talk to your school counselor immediately about this problem. Explain your emotional troubles and your struggle in this subject to the counselor. Be your own best advocate. Ask your mother to come with you to meet the counselor, if you want. Call your local Board of Education where you live and inquire about what resources are available to help you. Demand assistance.