so hey, im actually sixteen years old... and i have been dealing with intrusive thoughts from a really young age. and im pretty sure its ocd, i have read other people experinces and ect. i couldnt relate more, its just that when i turned 14 it become so much worse, i thoght it will become better.. but its really really really hard. so my thoughts dont really make any sense.. it can be existential quesions, sexual quesions, sometimes im scared to do somthing scary, habits like counting numbers and touching things many times. i really dont want to deal with it anymore, i felt ashamed for having this... i was so counfused so i didnt talk about it. (i cant explain it with words, but its really frustraiting)i have changed a lot since i was 14 because of this, i didnt want to go to school, i did