answer:I completely understand where you are coming from. Growing up, my parents have been strict and I have been called everything from stupid to slut to anything else imaginable. I ended up having low self esteem and my grades started to suffer traumatically from it. I mean, this has effected all of my past relationships. I have never been able to open up to any of my exboyfriends, then they dump me and I feel even worse because then I realize it was my own fault. After a while, I began to realize that this wasn’t me. I needed to change. Thus, I forced myself to change and trust me it was hard. I began to join school activities to help me through the days and just simply began to keep myself busy for days and days. After joining, I gained alot of friends and people I am now able to talk to about anything. Simply explain to your boyfriend how you are feeling, especially if it’s a good relationship. If he truly cares, he’ll be able to help you through everything. Girl, stand up and stay strong. There are so many things you are able to do, you’re just going to have to prove it to the world. Turn this entire situation into your motivation to do better.