It’s not something I have to deal with much, but I can see why it gets to you. There’s an intrusive quality to it, like you’re constantly under inspection. Even when we’re out in public, there’s still an unspoken expectation of privacy, even if it’s only the privacy of being unmonitored. Being a constant object of attention makes you feel like you should be aware of how every little thing you do will be perceived. I sure can’t blame you for finding that tiring.