answer:Welcome to Fluther. Assuming you’re old enough to be here (at least 13, last time I saw the guidelines), then you need to face the fact that it’s going to be tough for you as an older child to be adopted in any case. That’s not to say “impossible”, but… unlikely. Aside from that, though, I didn’t see anything at all stupid about your question. I don’t think Your sexual orientation will not matter a damn to the right people. I hope you find the parents that are looking for you; parents who are worthy of you. Good luck with that.