answer:Home for me is right where I am. I have no place else to go – my siblings are spread out, my mother is in a seniors’ condo building. No one I know lives in the town where I went to high school. But I am known here where I live, and have connections I have made by being a part of the community here. And my children, who are my family, live here with me. @talljasperman You don’t go into detail about your grandmother, but it sounds like there was no one capable of caring for her. That can be sad for seniors, they outlive their ability to be self sufficient. Are you wanting to go back to move in with your family? There comes a time when people must put away their youth, your mother can’t take care of you any more. Or do you want to move back to the town you grew up in? You ca do that. But you will need to take care of yourself first, eat healthily, get a job and earn some money. And if you do all that your self esteem will greatly improve and life will look much better to you.