Hello, I have a problem and I need advice. I suffer from borderline personality disorder. I'm twenty and I couldn't finish high school. And I don't think I can do it. My psychiatrist told me that I was entitled to a disability pension, but that it would be about 3,000 at most, that I hadn't worked yet and such. She probably doesn't want to put me in the hospital either or she offered it to me. All she told me was that she was sorry to have such a sad fate. I wanted to kill myself several times. I have no idea what else I should do. I see it as the only cure. So this year I started studying high school again from freshman year, but with my conditions and depression it is sometimes really hard. Sometimes it works, but other times I just can't get out of bed, let alone go wash or change, let alone go somewhere. I would like to try to ask at school for at least an individual plan or something, because like this, when no one at school knows what is really going on, they will probably exclude me in a while. I don't know if it's going to work at all. I don't know what to do, so please advise if anyone else knows how to help. Thank you