All you can do is make a decision on what you know – you can’t make a decision based on “if only” and “maybe when”. You have to decide based on the facts you have now. Since we have no idea what you are talking about, it’s hard to go much further. When I have had decisions to make (career, etc.) I find it useful to make a list of the pros of one decision and the cons of that decision and then weigh them, rationally.