answer:Hmm interesting. I don’t know if my reading would increase. I would however say I’m 90% sure I would write more. I’d write about all my memories and try to sync it chronologically while attaching an opinion or writing about something I learned from the memory. I don’t know. I had my first panic attack a few weeks back and thought it was a heart attack. I had my son in my arms and I thought this was the way I was going to go, and I didn’t even get to see my son grow up It was sort of a reality check. I can’t call it a near death experience since it was only a panic attack. But I was near blacking out and that mindset is just tricky overall. The more I’m writing about this situation I’m beginning to understand your question more so bare with me. And to answer your OP I think now yes my reading would change. I would want to read more philosophy on how to behave socially. Or how to be more graceful. I notice the older I get, the more angrier I’m getting and the more defensive I’m getting. I still try to see things from different angles and different views. But nearly almost all the time my initial reaction to someone who I feel does something wrong to me gets me really upset. I tend to take things really personal and I know I shouldn’t. So yeah I think I’d like to read more up on Zen practice and how the Native American culture believed in spirits of the world more and how they depended on it (Like how they trusted nature and what mindset they had, I’m sure it was much more peaceful than my mindset at the moment) Stuff like that. Well great question hard to follow an answer up to it. At least in my neck of the woods.