I made 2 identical mistakes .... We have been with my girlfriend for almost half a year I am 27 her 26 because she commutes to work from home with her parent and I have a short long job. the process so we see each other as soon as possible ... and that he comes to my apartment and we are with me ... we understand each other very well and of course in bed ... I only found out that he does not believe me because he thinks that I am away very handsome to her ... and I think I will cheat on her ... but I'm happy with her and I have no idea at all ... I made a big mistake when I was at the ball 3 weeks ago and she was at work. ... she knew that I was going there with a friend .... only I went to a disco and then from home ... when I come home she asked me through the messenger because she works night and can write when she was at work so she she asked me if I was just at the ball and I wrote her out of yes ... and she did? and I wrote no I was also at the disco .... and immediately there was a fire for stress and she didn't want to see me anymore ... so I thought what I was like ... why I didn't write it right away I just packed so she wouldn't have questions type: what girls did you dance with etc ... in the finals I fucked it myself and completely unnecessarily .... I conquered it for 3 days and when I finally succeeded and it came to me so we jumped on it and it was forgiven .... only it probably wouldn't be me if now some people came to poker on Friday to play and drink ... Zdenca was at work and so we wrote to each other even though I was more focused on friends and the game ... and I was thinking about her .... well, and when it was already about 11 pm I went to a disco with the boys and I wrote to my girlfriend ... I didn't like it there very much because I still had it in my head to she didn't find out that I was there and that I didn't tell her about it .... I wanted to indicate to her that I'm going to sleep so I wrote her through messenger I'm going to sleep honey, nice rest of the shift at work ... and she told me she wrote that she was glad that I was finally telling her the truth and she wanted me if I didn't send her a picture of how beautifully I was lying in bed ... and I started to make excuses that I was not feeling well and that I was going to sleep ... and I still wrote her: you don't you believe me after a minute she started calling me, only I was at the stupid disco and there how crazy I was .... I was completely fucked helpless and didn't know what .... so I immediately went away and found a taxi .... I was at home in about 15 minutes ... and the meeting called me so I finally picked her up and I told her I vomited and I'm going to sleep ... she just told me on the phone that she's not stupid and you know where I was .. I said that we ended the call ... then she immediately wrote me that there is no cow and nowadays there are cell phones .... I immediately realized that she found me according to the location of the phone on the messenger it shows where I am ... and I called it he had spilled .... so it was painted .... she wrote me a lot of peppery messages how she hates me and she never wants to see me again and everything she can ... I can tell you that I didn't want it that way .... I don't want her to lie and I don't even know why I lied like this when I didn't actually do anything wrong and I could normally write it that I'm going with boys but I didn't ... I'm really stupid ..... he doesn't want me anymore I didn't even write it so I didn't even write it today and neither did she .... :-( I would give anything to give me one last chance ... but I don't think it's possible anymore .... I love her really much. .. and I also know that she ... but what I did forgive me or not? can anyone advise me at least a little? or should I figure it out myself?