ive been very sad lately, and my life has slowly been declining into a wind of a depressing reality. and i dont know what to do anymore, the bad things in life are getting worse. the good things are fading. im losing myself. i hate almost everyone, except for the people who really care. and theres not much i can do about it. except, be sad. ive always been told how my smiles make my friends happy, but in realityi im not really happy.