If I take it from the beginning, it looks something like this: I'll meet a great guy and start trying for him to a certain extent, I imagine how it could be a beautiful relationship and that he is definitely the one with whom he would it worked, but when he shows interest he seems to skip something in me and I stop being interested, I just boom and suddenly I can't imagine having a relationship with him, in short, when he starts to be interested, I stop being interested. And I can't control it at all, even if I try, there's nothing I can do about it. This is exactly the same for everyone, whenever I say to myself that this time it will definitely not be the same, it is the same. I have never met anyone with whom I would not feel that way and in whom this would not happen. I'm completely afraid to start loving someone and show them interest, because I'm afraid it will turn out the same way again. It feels like a damn disease. Is there anyone who has a similar, if not the same? I will be very grateful for your opinion or advice!