Ive probably been in love with this girl for over 5 years. right now shes 23, and im 28. when we met she was to young for me but i liked her as a person we became friends, during a bad time in her life. we were very very close we talked every day. we never made love ( until she was older) , but she wanted to. because i thought she was to young. but then we had a falling out. over the past 5 or 6 years we both have been in a lot of toxic relationships some of hers still linger in her life.our pattern is we randomly reconnect, we hangout as friends once or twice, FaceTime and text. and then when i try to ask her out it scares her away. every time shes usually in a weird place. or going through something with an ex. or one of us is in a relationship. the timing for one of us is always terribl